Monday, December 17, 2012

May 18 - Gallery Talk


…As shifting forms become clarified through studious and critical practice, the viewer is left with a summary of the inaccuracies of existence.

Bullshit.

The high white walls of a defunct factory make the small, black-and-white description shrink into an idiotic footnote to a piece of art that, in reality, constitutes a mess of swirling colors that does not in fact become clarified through studious and critical practice.  She skims some more text on the ephemeral nature of the human condition being represented in the conflict between red and blue.  Dominant and passive forever in conflict.  Jealousy being the sublimation of sexual desire (Although that one seemed legit, she had heard about it in Psych 101.  Or maybe an English class.  Somewhere reputable anyway).
“What do you think?”
She turned around.  A thoroughly nondescript man stood.  Was there something in the curl of his lip?  She couldn’t remember now.  For now, let’s say he stood. Simply that.  She doesn’t look at him.
“I don’t know.”
“Come on. You think something.  Everybody does.”
He moved a few steps to her side.  He looks up at her.  She’s not that tall. 
“I think the description’s interesting.”
“Don’t look at the description.  Everybody does.”
“Where do I look?”
“At the art.”
She looks.  It’s red and blue.  And probably bullshit. 
“It combines emerging sexuality and UFO sightings.”
He laughs in response.
“That’s where you’re going?”
“Sure.  Why not?”
“It’s about Jesus.”
She looks again for the cruciform.  All she sees is a beam of light and a confusion of squiggles.
“It’s not about Jesus.”
“How do you know?”
“I know.”
“You don’t know.  No body does.”
Who is this guy? “Who are you?”
“Come to lunch with me.  The cafĂ© has good sandwiches.  We’ll get coffee.”
“I don’t know you.”
“Get to know me.”
“Does this ever work for you?”
“Rarely.”
“Why try it then?”
“Because I got you to look at the art. And you seem nice. And life is short.”
She says nothing.
“And I’m an idiot.” He finishes.

She does not go to lunch with him.  This is probably smart.  There was definitely something in his eye.   At least there was in the newspaper the next morning.  He slashed a cross in bright green into “Subliminal, Extraterrestrial, Chrystalization”

Sunday, December 9, 2012

May 17 - Memory Games

Finding anything useful in your mind is like playing a game of memory.  I suppose you must think it's no fun to cary only a few things, so one is forced to sort through a baffling set of cards to find a damn thing.
Flute to flute.
Pumpkin to pumpkin.
Crab apple to crab apple.
A pair of key limes to pair...
Ah!  Your favorite.  A mandarin orange with an open mouthed grin scrawled on it in inedible black ink.  Now where's it's mate?
And a eureka lemon with it's smiling mouth fully cut out.  it leaks and stings.  What is this tied to?

Are you playing with me?  Making this too difficult?
How can you find anything.

"One can never have too many fruits on hand"

May 16 - Edward Sharp and Ophelia's MillhavenS Paint Adventure


Jade, the girl of the hour, plays a silly refrain on a flute at the beginning of the act before examining her reminders.

White the shroud of mountain snow.
That's to pack for this weekend.  She skis with her family when she can be bothered to be one of them.  Often she considers squealing like a pig and fertilizing the plants in the green house. Then she remembers the green turf at the head of the mountain and the stones below and the memories of childhood buried within.
Larded all with sweet flowers;
This one she braided with a friend to remember a special night at camp when... well... the string is there to remind her so that she does not have to speak her remembrances.  The string, beaded with flowers, suffices.

Tomorrow is St. Valentines day - that's the red - and below it on her ring finger is kept a one, a scrap, touched by the boy she'll follow home tomorrow.
One drunken party, he thew on the costume of the night, and opened the door to her, a child.  A child didn't leave.
He would be her Valentine if she hadn't gone in.

Now she stalks the halls like an old gypsy woman, insisting she's a girl, and they part the ways, like the red sea before moses, marking her with their scarlet ink as a woman undeserving of their attention but allowing all she asks.

She followed the boy home.
If you come around then just as the sun goes down, you can watch the whole thing turn to gold, said a man who came to town from a southern island continent with the hair of a car salesman and the voice of a fallen angel.
And she left again.  Singing:
They bore him barefaced on the bier,
Hey, non nonny, nonny, hey, nonny,
And in his grave rained many a tear.
And she tied a black string around the ring finger.  So many things to remember...